With every “Ahh Ha” moment that I have I bask in the glory of this wonderful feeling. Sometimes it is short moment and sometimes it  lasts weeks. I started to visualize what it felt like.  It is like being in a dark room and then all of a sudden the warm sunlight shines on you. It feels so warm and comforting, like I never want to move from this very spot. I sit there absorbing every ounce of sun light and then I start to feel the sun move away . The coldness is returning and I am awakened to the dreary room with no light, and the sun is in a different spot. So why not follow the spot light. Follow the light through every point of the room. That way you never have to feel the full affects of the cold dark room.

I have realized that everytime I feel inspired, the feelings begin to fade. I feel like I am in a cycle, and everytime I am lit up, I make no progress. Then it came to me, everytime the spot light shined on me, I was so consumed with that feeling that I wanted to stay there. I was thinking that if I stay right there I would continue to feel the light. The light is always moving and the only way to feel the light  all the time, is to follow it.