Today I got scammed out of $250. I am not even pissed off, I just feel stupid. I was so caught up in what I wanted, that when someone offered it to me so easily, I just assumed it was the law of attraction working. But instead, I got scammed. The first thing
that always comes to my mind is, “what did I do wrong.” Not necessarily the action, because that is obvious, but what kind of energy is being put out there? I believe in the law of attraction, so why did I attract this? My friend said, “you can’t always have the easy way out.” That rang true. I think I wanted to have some easy way that was going to magically work, and when I was presented with that magical way, I didn’t question it at all. I was so happy with the fact that I was connected enough with the source that something came to me that was perfect. The perfect amount, perfect timing. This is what we are to believe, that if we can imagine it and believe it, it will come in perfect form.
So now I am confused. Does all of this law of attraction work? I was in-line, I was connected, I was feeling positive, not a negative thought was going through my head. How did this happen and why? Is this the universe telling me that I can not have what I want and that I need to get my head out of my a**. Was this just too good to be true. Does the need for my lesson out weigh the need to believe in making things happen. The worst part about it, is that not only was I scammed, my friend purchased a ticket for me that was very expensive. He was so generous, and I am sure that he has better uses for that money than to spend it on me. So now I feel that we both are losing. (even though I am going to visit my friend whom I love dearly and I can not wait to see him.)
At this point I have to let the anger go, because if I don’t I won’t have fun all weekend and that is the whole point about this. How do I go and spend money freely and use the law of attraction to bring more money in, when I was just swindled out of the money using that same thought process.
Does everything happen for a reason, or was I just caught in the cross fire.
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OMG. I’m so sorry. That is horrible. I remember reading something in You can heal your life that said when you’re in alignment, sometimes things go wrong, and that it is your residue from previous vibration patterns that aren’t completely out of your system. Continue on this path Tricia…this is a little test to see how easily you’re going to give up. DON’T!! You’re making choices that are aligned with the universe. I’m proud of you.
WOW felipe. That is a great comment. That is exactly what I needed to hear. I have already let it go and feel much better. I posted a listing on Craigs list with the guys name and told people not to buy tickets. A woman emailed me and thanked me for the post, stating that she was about to buy tickets from the same guy!